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OMFG I AM SO CRAZY PLZ LEMME TELL U MY STORY WELL U SEE FIRST LEMME INTRODUCE MYSELF
I AM A MAN AND I HAVE BEEN PLAYING GAMES SINCE I WAS 6 YEARS OLD. AT FIRST IT WASNT BAD BUT IT KEPT ON GETTING WORSE AND WORSE. I USED TO PLAY THOSE SHITTY DOS GAMES BUT THEN MY ADDICTION JUST KEPT ON GETTING WORSE AND WORSE RIGHT AFTER THESE AWESOME NEW GAMES CAME OUT AND RUINED MY LIFE T______T
THROUGHOUT ALL OF THESE YEARS I HAVE PLAYED SO MANY GAMES AND THEY HAVE HAD HUGE IMPACTS ON MY LIFE!!!!!!! THE FIRST GAME I PLAYED WAS RUNESCAPE!!! AT FIRST I STARTED OUT OK BUT EVENTUALLY I ENDED UP PLAYING LIKE 6 HOURS A DAY AND THEN I SKIPPED LUNCH AND BREAKFAST TO PLAY RUNESCAPE AND I EVEN PLAYED AT MIDNIGHT COZ MY PARENTS NEVAR LET ME PLAY GAMES SO I SNUCK DOWNSTAIRS EVERY DAY TO PLAY!!!! IT WAS SO SAD!!!!!!
MY PARENTS HAD ALWAYS SAID TO ME, MIKE U GOTTA DO GOOD IN SCHOOL AND GET URSELF A GOOD FUTURE BUT I NEVER LISTENED!!!!! AND NOW OMFG LOOK AT MYSELF IM A BASTARD AND IM A FUCKING FAILURE AT LIFE AND I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!
I SHOULD HAVE STUDIED HARD AND WENT TO COLLEGE AND GOT A GOOD JOB AND I SHOULDNT HAVE DROPPED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL JUST TO PLAY FUCKING GAMES
ANYWAY SO AFTER 2 YEARS I STOPPED RUNESCAPE COZ I WANTED MY FUCKING ADDICTION TO END AND SO I DROPPED ALL MY STUFF AND GOT MYSELF PERM BANNNED FROM THAT GAME!!! AND YEAH!!! I FELT SO GOOD I WAS FREE!!! BUT THIS WAS ONLY THE END OF MY ADVENTURES!!!!!!!! T__________T O_______O
SO THEN I WENT TO WORLD OF WARCRAFT IT WAS PRETTY FUN AND I WAS LUCKY COZ I GOT BETTER GRADES AFTER I QUIT RUNESCAPE BUT THEN AFTER PLAYIGN WOW MY GRADES WENT DOWN AGAIN!!!! AND NOW I WAS EVEN MORE ADDICTED TO WOW THAN I WAS IN RUNESCAPE!!!! NOW I WAS PLAYING 13 HOURS A DAY, 23 HOURS AT THE MAX AND I WAS HARDLY GETTING ANY SLEEP OR FOOD OR BATHROOM BREAKS AT ALL!!! MY PARENTS LOCKED THE COMPUTER SO I GOT ANGRY AND I WANTED THE PASSWORD SO I KINDA... FORCED IT OUTTA MY DAD!!!! ONE DAY I WAS REALLY MAD SO I TOOK A BASEBALL BAT AND I TOLD MY DAD WHO WAS SITTING AT THE COMPUTER DESK TO GIMME THE FUCKING PASSWORD TO THE COMPUTER BUT HE DIDNT GIVE IT TO ME SO I WAS GONNA KILL THE COMPUTER BUT INSTEAD I MISSED AND BROKE HIS NOSE!!!!!
THE NEXT GAME WAS EVARQUEST AND THIS ONE WAS EVEN WORSE!!!!! NOW I WAS PLAYING SO MUCH A DAY AND THE BAD THING WAS MY GRADES WERE DROPPING LIKE CRAZY I HAD LIKE NO FRIENDS AT ALL AND MOST OF MY FRIENDS IN HIGH SCHOOL HAD THESE REAL HOT GF AND I HAD NO ONE AT ALL.. I TWITCHED A LOT IN SCHOOL AND PPL CAUGHT ME PICKING MY NOSE AND BITING MY NAILS IN SCHOOL!!! SO EVENTUALLY I WAS SO DESPERATE FOR SEX AND STUFF I STARTED MASTURBATING IN MY BEDROOM AND STARTED STICKING PENS AND PENCILS AND STUFF LIKE THAT UP MY ASS!!!!! IT WAS PATHETIC AND SAD BUT WHAT IT REALLY SHOWED WAS HOW MISERABLE I WAS!!!!!
IN 12TH GRADE MY ADDICTION WAS SO BIG THAT I COULD NO LONGER CONTROL IT!!! I DROPPED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL COZ I WAS ALREADY FAILING 5 OF MY CLASSES AND IT WAS JUST SO SAD@!@!!!! MY PARENTS WERE REALLY MAD AT ME TOO SO THIS TIME THEY GOT RID OF THE COMPUTERS FOR GOOD AND I WAS REALLY MADD!!!!
cry:COZ THAT MEANT NO MORE GAMES FOR ME AND I NEEDED GAMES TO LIVE OTHERWISE I COULDNT STAND IT!!!! SO EVENTUALLY WHEN I BECAME 18 MY PARENTS KICKED ME OUT OF THE HOUSE COZ THEN IT WAS LEGAL AND THEN I WAS ON MY OWN!!!!
SOME PPL SAID THAT I WAS FUCKING RETARDED SO THEY FELT BAD FOR ME KINDA I GUESS SO THEY GAVE ME A BIT OF CASH LIKE A FEW DOLLARS AND SAID TO ME GET A FUCKING LIFE GET A FUCKING JOB GET LAID!!! I WAS SO OFFENDED BUT I DIDNT CARE COZ I WANTED TO PLAY GAMES INSTEAD!!! SO EVENTUALLY I DID GET A JOB AT MCDONALDS AND TODAY I STILL HAVE THAT JOB!!!
NOW I WORK PART TIME AT MCDONALDS AND I ALSO QUIT EVERQUEST TOO AND I MICROWAVED THE CD!!!! I KNOW IT WASNT THE SMARTEST THING TO DO BUT IT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT I COULD DO TO GET RID OF MY ADDICTION!!! AND THEN I FOUND FLYFF!!!!!!
AND NOW IM PLAYING FLYFF AND ITS GETTING EVEN MOREE EXTREME THAN EVER!!! I PLAY FLYFF LIKE 17 HOURS A DAY NOW AND I STILL HAVE NO LIFE AND NO FRIENDS AND I STILL MASTURBATE ALL BY MYSELF IN MY BATHROOM!!! PLZ DONT LAUGH AT ME IM SO DESPERATE BUT MY EXTREME ADDICTION TO GAMING BASICALLY KILLED ALL OF MY LIFE!!!!
NOW I AM IN MY 20'S AND I LIVE IN A SMALL APARTMENT AND ITS JUST SO SADDD!!!!
WHY DID MY LIFE HAVE TO BE THE ONE IN A THOUSAND THAT HAD TO JUST FUCKING FAIL SO HARD!!!! USING THE SHITTY PAY FROM MCDONALDS I GOT LIKE THE CRAPPEST COMP EVER IT STILLL PLAYS FLYFF BUT REALLY BADLY BUT STILL I LOVE GAMING AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE IT!!! COZ GAMING AND I WILL NEVER BREAK APART AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE GAMES!!!!
FLYFF IS AWESOME I THINK AND I STILL LOVE IT TOO AND EVEN THO V9 AND THE OTHER VERSIONS JUST GOT WORSE AND WORSE I STILL HAVE NO CHOICE BECAUSE I HAVE NO LIFE AND NO ONE WANTS TO HELP ME!!!! T_________________T
I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO NOW!!!!
FLYFF AND FLYFFWORLD IS MY ONLY LIFE NOW AND IF NONE OF U PPL ARE MY FRIENDS THEN I GUESS I HAVE NO FRIENDS AFTER ALL!!!!! I SUCK AT LIFE AND I HAVE NOTHING GOOD TO OFFER BUT PLZ EVERYONE I REALLY WISH U COULD JUST LET ME STAY IN UR COMMUNITY COZ I REALLY WANNA CARE ABOUT YOU AND ALL!!!! I REALLY DONT HAVE ANYTHIGN ELSE TO DO!!
I THINK WE CAN ALL LEARN SOMETHING ABOUT THIS AND THAT IS DONT BE A FAILURE AT LIFE LIKE ME DONT PLAY GAMES 24 HOURS A DAY 4 OR 5 DAYS A WEEK COZ THATS WHAT I DID AND LOOK WHAT IT HAS MADE ME NOW!!!
I WISH I COULD HAVE JUST LISTENED TO MY PARENTS AND GOT A GOOD FUTURE!!!!! BUT NO I WAS RETARDED AND I MESSED MYSELF UP NOW!!!! ILL PROBABLY BE A FAILURE FOR LIFE FOREVER!!!!
PLZ PPL I AM EXTREMELY SORRY THAT I POSTED IN CAPS ITS JUST THAT I WAS SO MAD AND UPSET AND JUST FRUSTRATED ABOUT MY LIFE BUT NOW THAT I WROTE THIS DOWN IN HERE AND POSTED IT IT FEELS KINDA GOOD NOW AND IT RELIEVES ME
SO.. HI
AND PLZ DONT BE A FAILURE LIKE ME!!!! I SUCK AT LIFE BUT I STILL LOVE GAMES!!!
HALP!!!! I HAVE NO LIFE JUST FLYFF!!!!! PLZ HELP!!!!! T_____T -
04-02-2008, 06:39 PM
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